I wish that I could say that I'm doing fine.....that all was well. But I'm not. It's so frustrating. I feel like I take one step forward and then take three steps back. I'm back to throwing up every hour........and the worst part is they don't know why.
That's the big question I ask myself each day. Why am I throwing up, why do I have this pain in my chest, why is this happening to me, why, why, why. I keep asking. There just never seems to be an answer. Crying doesn't help. It occasionally relieves but never helps.
There are few bright spots.......and they are far between. Today, my son found out he's been accepted to Loyola Marymount University. Woo-hoo!!!! As I lean over the sink and celebrate by throwing up, yet again. And wonder when.......when will this go away.
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