Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Working hard to get well

It's been nearly a week since my last hard chemo. I am trying so hard to get well. Don't get me wrong, I've been sick this round of chemo - but I am trying to eat and I haven't been throwing up so that is a plus.

I'm anxious and have been having hot flashes galore. Early menopause has certainly set into my body. One minute I've got the chills, the next minute I'm sweating buckets of water. But I keep going. It seems to be the only thing I can do. Keep going.

I am tired of being sick and look forward to being well soon. Sort of like waiting for the summer to come, I keep waiting for the illness to go away. But summer should be here soon and the illness I have from the chemo should go away too. I just wonder when that will be.......I never was one to wait. So I'll just keep working hard to get well for my family, my children, my mother - who tirelessly takes care of me and for myself.

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