Strength

It was sunny today. Hurray. It's funny how a little sunshine can give us such strength. The suns rays are so powerful and healing. They give life to plants and gave me the strength to do things. That's what I am trying to work on strength. Strength to get out of bed, strength to go to Safeway and grocery shop, strength to go into work instead of working from my home, strength to be with my children and sing lullabys as they drift off to sleep.

I am so weak and just want to be normal again, even though I still have such a long journey to go. But that sunshine was all powerful. I did things that sound mundane to most, such as going to Safeway for batteries, but I did it. I probably did too much but like I said I just want to be normal again.

And so tomorrow I hope the sun will be back and I will continue to work on my strength. My garden is blooming, maybe with the help of the sun I can walk around my garden and work on my strength.