Random Thoughts

It's a rainy, cold, Tuesday. I'm doing better since I got juiced last Friday. I thought I'd post some random thoughts today. First, I'm tired of rainy, cold days.......which I have said before.....but enough is enough. Sunshine, sunshine, we want sunshine.

Maggie, my wonder dog, is laying outside my bedroom door. I can tell she wants to come in and climb in bed with me.......either that or she wants someone to take her outside and run with her.

I worked for awhile today, while my mom did wash. She says it's her goal in life to do all my wash up before she leaves here. Hmmm, looks like she'll never be leaving. I like to work, I wish I could go into the office and work, but I'm too wobbly.

My mom says I must be feeling better because I'm complaining alot. Who me? How would you feel if you lived in chemo land. The land of throw up, bad taste and hair lose. I find new and unusual things each day in chemo land. Here's one for you.....my tongue always feels like it's numb. So that when I talk I am constantly worried about drool and whether or not my words are clear.

My mom and I are constantly making lists. What we're going to do, what we're going to eat, what needs to be bought from the store. She's going to go grocery shopping tomorrow and leave me here to fend for myself. See, I am getting better, she wouldn't have done that before. Tomorrow's list consists of Gatorade - I need the electrolytes - and special ingredients for our Cinco De Mayo celebration meal this Sunday. Think it will be sunny then, I sure hope so.

Hospital

Tomorrow, or today as it's really early in the morning already, I'm going into the hospital. I've been sick yet again, throwing up, loosing too much weight, dyhdrated. Normally, they would be taking me screaming into the hospital. But not today, I'm dizzy and I know it's time to go.

Yes, they're going to poke and prode but once they get the meds down me I'll start to feel better. Cross your fingers. Plus this time my mom will be there and she can hold my hand. It's just that little power of someone holding your hand that makes it all the more simplier.